Saturday, October 5, 2013

Y'all Fancy: Joan Jolt and Miss Lady

For Joan 1986-2013



The story of Y'all Fancy:

It went like this. I had just met Joan Jolt at our Varieties of American Feminism 1830-1930 seminar, courtesy of the NEH. We were, like, legally obligated to become friends because of roller derby reasons, though we wouldn't know how good of friends yet. On what I remember as the second day we were walking back to our cars through the steamy disgusting swampy Mississippi River heat that is St. Louis in the summer at noon, y'all. I remember that she farted as a sign of our derby kinship. Love.

Anyhow, we got into a discussion where I was lamenting the olden days, where derby ladies just stank after they played and that was that. Recently, in my league, ladies had begun to spray their pads down with homemade organic derby pad deodorizer IN ADDITION to washing them with some sorta frequency. I felt a pressure to also not be disgusting. "Oh look at me, I smell good at brunch, and I'm maybe not gonna get MRSA!" I mockingly impersonated a fictional amalgam of these cleanly girls.
"Oh, y'all fancy!" I yelled to nobody as we walked toward the Delmar Loop. We were pretty amused at ourselves. She had on her grey "pajama skirt," a detail that seems important now. This is also the conversation where we invented the, as-it-turns-out, incredibly useful phrase, "dookiefoot." We often yell-talked at each other perfectly sober out of sheer excitement for our words and sharing, and I yell-talked "dookiefoot" when trying to describe my discovery of what post-practice derby girls smell like, when I used to attend brunches while injured and thus, unstanky. Turns out we actually should try to be cleaner.

Dr. Perry, the leader of our seminar wanted us to complete some sort of writing project during our seminar. Joan, mostly sensibly, wanted to do some writing and research related to her thesis. During a previous NEH seminar, I had reviewed sources related to beauty culture during the New Negro Renaissance-- which seemed to be both interesting to me and to my audience. As a hairstylist, by trade at some points, and always in my heart, I wanted to continue with this work. However, since I'm a scholar, or arguably a pseudo scholar, as a hobby more than anything at this point, I didn't want to produce a scholarly work, which would feel dead on the page, with no outlet. I wanted something that could grow beyond the seminar and edutain the masses, or at least my friends. Hence the blog.

I played around with a few names involving fanciness. I played around with the subtitle endlessly until I got it right. Then it hit me: Y'all Fancy. We had thrown the phrase around a few times since its initial utterance during our MANY outings. The more I thought about it the better it seemed to capture all I wanted to include in the blog. The best part though, I knew already, would be telling Joan. Since I'm given to drama, I merely informed her of how much should she love it. I wrote the first entry and let her know she should check it out ASAP. I can't remember the details, but I know she was unreasonably excited, as was our individual and team custom.

In comparison to my last post, written 3 months after her death, the posts in St. Louis were incredibly easy to write. They just spilled out. I know that this was partly the luxury of time, and partly the intellectual incubation of the seminar, but it was also Joan. Others have said likewise about her, but she was my biggest champion. She was my audience. She also double-checked my sometimes patchy sense of history.

Over the course of the four week seminar, we became close friends through many adventures and misadventures. We fed off of one another's desire for FANCY and bonded over our shared experiences as Southern Feminists From Crazy States. I put a red streak in her hair and taught her how to tease it big. We gave Chicago and ourselves new assholes during our trip to visit Hull House. I have some lingering guilt over distracting her from her writing (newsflash: I'm distracting) but she always said that the informal exchange at conferences was more important to her than the official pageantry. And we informally exchanged a lot of history and feminist theory at all the dive bars St. Louis had to offer. Drunk History had nothing on us. Our friendship persisted even after parting ways and always, there was a little scholarly spark between us: generating lessons, discussing what's wrong with academia, crying while Junot Diaz spoke, editing her Claude Lightfoot paper, planning graphic novels about unsung feminist heroes, decoding the cultural history of mid-century modern houses while we lusted over their double doors...

Over the past month or so, I've read more and produced more writing than in the whole rest of the year before that. I suppose that I'm trying to prove to myself, like everyone who knew her, that I can do what I used to do with her, without her. In a way though, she will always be my audience for this.





Friday, October 4, 2013

Steampunk, Feminism, Rockabilly, and Me



 
Recently, at the request of a student in my British Literature class, I put together a short presentation on Steampunk as a fashion and literary subculture. For the students in this class, it is their second year to have Miss Lady as their teacher and they are quite familiar with my penchant for using fashion to teach about history so I can teach about literature. They tolerate, and maybe even like, this quality in me.  I put together a short presentation that covered Steampunk definitions, literature, the aesthetic, and of course, the Victorian inspirations for the subculture’s fashions. Obviously, there’s no way anyone could understand Victorian novels without observing the hyperboles of femininity created by things such as the bustle and the corset or talking about the corset as both a literal form of constriction AND a metaphor for binding gender, social, and moral expectations right? And clearly no one could fully understand any of that if I didn’t wear a Steampunk- meets- Miss Lady- outfit complete with a brocade mini-top hat and sprocket earrings I made myself, right? It’s not really my preferred fashion subculture, but it’s fun enough and I like a costuming challenge. No, I didn’t wear brown and brass. Who do you think I am? I did a black and pewter version, thank you.

Anyhow in the course of putting together my getup and the presentation, I started thinking about Steampunk’s implications for third wave feminism, or perhaps more appropriately third wave feminism’s implications for Steampunkness. I didn’t quite have my thoughts formulated on this yet at the time of the lecture, but when the students commented that the women in my fashion exemplars looked quite provocative, I told them that somehow third wave was at play here…reappropriating the corset to take control of your own sexuality, recasting it on an active heroine rather than a fainting couch damsel, etc. After doing a little research on Steampunk politics and ideology (an admittedly missing part of my presentation) it turns out that, as I suspected, there’s plenty of thinking on this topic out there. Makes sense: how on earth would you have a diverse, modern, often progressive, crowd recreating aspects of an era known for imperialism and gender repression, without addressing this?  People write about Steampunk as a space for empowering those traditionally powerless in Victorian culture, using as examples stories with female sky- captains…you know…for the fleet of dirigibles, or stories with positive representations of queerness and color. Writers also explore the perils of females being fetishized in a culture that is often so visual, or conversely, the reversal of binary expectations that comes with the dandy, dapper, and often high adorned versions of male steampunk dress. Additionally, there are plenty of writings about Steampunk + race+ class+ sexuality and so on. I say this having only explored the blogosphere and Steampunk Magazine. At the moment, I don’t PLAN to research this further, so I haven’t looked at the presence of scholarly articles yet.

The whole topic made me want to write about this in my own preferred subculture(s) which I loosely describe as rockabilly. To be more specific, I’m a vintage and mid-century lover, with an appreciation for all things atomic and pin-up. Though I occasionally manage to look cool, in my heart, I’m just geeked out on the history, so I went down this path long before I even knew of rockabilly as a subculture or even a music. Though I sometimes feel like an outsider and an interloper in the rockabilly scene, I enjoy the music and the aesthetic, so I think it’s fair enough for me to put the rockabilly label on me. I’ve got the bangs anyhow;)

Not unlike those who celebrate Victoriana, I have to acknowledge that my outfits, and accessories…and accoutrements…and lamps belong to a time that was often unkind to women, in addition to being unkind (oh dear God I sound like my mom…unkind! By that I mean limiting, repressive, soul killing, and sometimes dangerous) to people of color, poverty, disability. Oh and the fast and loose business with liberties, like those guaranteed by the First Amendment, which is like my favorite amendment, was also pretty shitty, according to my watching of Good Night and Good Luck and my teaching of The Crucible.

Does this present some problems for a feminist? Of course. When I’m rolling on a girdle, or putting some pearls up on my décolleté so that everyone knows what a perfect specimen of demure, classy, femininity I am, or cinching my waist in, such that my tits look like rocket ships for all the boys that were such heroes in the war...or Cold War missiles...or Cadillac fins, does it give me pause? Of course. Sometimes. In between all the curling, and plucking, and shaving, and liplining, and nail painting. And sometimes, in a general feminist concern,I wonder if the opportunity cost that comes with trading intellectual activity time for primping, is worth it for any kind of look. In the end, I’m me: Miss Lady. A woman who defines herself by her power to create beauty and complexity with visual adornment that is sometimes well thought out enough to be considered an intellectual pursuit. So I probably won’t be giving up the fancyfying any time soon. In any case, though I’ve often said that I’d like to walk around in a little mid-century bubble, in reality I know I would have been unhappy with my plight and the plight of others during this time.

In one of the writings about Steampunk, the author pointed out that though the time period may have been repressive, there were many strong individuals fighting against this oppression. Indeed repression gave birth to the creation of a feminist consciousness and many people who championed for its goals and related goals: Mary Wollstonecraft (as a Victorian pre-cursor and inspiration), Elizabeth Cady Stanton, Susan B. Anthony, Lucretia Mott, Sojourner Truth, Lucy Stone, Ida B. Wells, Amelia Bloomer, Charlotte Perkins Gilman, Kate Chopin, to name a few. Generally, I also teach the activists of the early 20th century as a product of rebellion against Victorian repression: Alice Paul, Emma Goldman, Margaret Sanger, etc. Not that I long for oppression just so that we can appreciate the badasses that fight against it, but it is one way to admire an era.

This is most certainly a part of my obsession in the mid-century America. It’s the struggle, the tension, the collision of so many things. I teach the kids that people sometimes (misguidedly) look back on the 1950s as a golden and perfect time, but that you really don’t have to scratch the surface very deeply in order to see that this isn’t true.
 

A great example of this, to me, is Marilyn Monroe. (FYI after reading the recent Lois Banner photo/bio book of Monroe, I put together a monstrously long ode to her…but lost it. As soon as I manage to reread the book and recreate all my thoughts, it will be here.) I know that not everyone would think of her as any sort of gender rebel; in fact, many would think her as a gender conformist. In my mind, she plays with the rules of the time, in order to make herself arguably the most well-known icon of sexuality ever. In some ways she fits the box: blonde and primped, exuding enough childlikeness to seem girlish and submissive, but ever
in charge of her career, her image, her own production company, and men’s desires. Banner makes the point that Monroe, who was famous for playing the “dumb blonde” archetype, was careful to select only the “dumb” roles with another side, or a “secret smart.” She knew when to cover it up, when to take it off, and how to work a fucking dress such that the hot mess of her sexuality was bursting out of her smooth cover, not unlike what fascinates me about the 50s itself. She wasn’t a conformist to sexual norms of the time; she was an artist at manipulating them.

Also worthy of fascination are the original women of rockabilly. At a time when the mass marketed fantasy for white middle class women, and by extension all the people who were told they should be more like this, was wedded bliss in the domestic sphere, these women (or really girls in many cases) chose music pioneering and traveling the road,  competing, more or less with male musicians. I adore the growling rasp of Wanda Jackson, who mostly wrote her own songs as a rockabilly musicians since the existing songs were written strictly for men. The topics of the songs she wrote and/or sang eschew traditional gender expectations…”Let’s Have a Party”, “Mean Mean Man,” “Funnel of Love”…in either tone or topic. Also noted, I love the story of Rose Maddox (from the Maddox family of songestry and matching outfits) nearly getting kicked out of the Grand Ole Opry and refusing to play there again over a scandalous sleeveless fringe dress. That’s right, girl; don’t let no one shit on your dress parade.

And of course, there’s the writers and activists (often the same thing) of the time and just beyond. One of my favorite poems to teach is Anne Sexton’s “Self in 1958.” I truly feel for the life that led to that poem; so far it’s been the best vehicle for teaching my students, who often believe that we are post-feminism, what it means to be robbed of your agency then and now. I don’t know how much I can say about admiring the words and actions of women like Betty Friedan and Gloria Steinem in any essay already too long, except that I do. Certainly connected to that are the millions of women, like my mother, who though brought up to see the domestic sphere as their destiny, made their way in the very male public spaces of “work.”

Truth be told, I feel more alienated by limited and rigid gender construction in the modern rockabilly culture that emulates the mid-century history than the history itself. To be clear, between the dance scene, the music scene, the fashion scene, the car scene, etc and all the related scenes like hillbilly, burlesque and more, I find plenty of progressive people who are complex in their thinking, artistry, aesthetic,  gender politics, and other things people put in lists. HOWEVER, there is a very strong contingent that makes me feel as if I need to have been married by 21, birthing a rockabilly baby already, and riding in my man’s hotrod as an accessory, in order to claim to be authentically rockabilly. Combine that with my inner dorkiness and this explains why I always feel like an imposter. Most of the time, I’m not unhappy about that. If any people are going to get subjugated into an accessory, it ain’t me.

Related to that is a seeming anti-intellectual bent to the culture. I understand perfectly well that some are emulating the working class of the mid-century. But I’m always baffled at the need to preserve some things that a little bit of thought could dispel, like racism or sexism, or the need to actually be working class in order to be considered authentic, rather than just a weekender who, you know, needs a reliable import to drive to work. I’m assuming this is connected; I’m having trouble finding scholarly or even bloggerly writing that takes on the topic of gender politics in modern rockabilly subcultures. I’ve found articles on women in the history of rockabilly and a few photo books which may address this, but no in-depth writing so far. Still looking.

So where do I land? How do I justify the look, when I swear that the personal (fashion ethos) is political? The best explanation is connected to the women of the time period that I love. I tap into existing expectations, so I can knock them down. Really think I look demure in my petticoat? Wait till I cuss more than my sailor father and your sailor father anybody’s sailor father that ever was. Do you think that a woman who only owns pink suits can't be excellent at her job? Watch me. That sorta thing.

As always I could be kidding myself about my power to transcend oppression and its symbolism simply with my sassy reappropriations.